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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
You Can’t Heal Where the Pain Still Lives | Spiritual Awakening & Rebirth
In this reflection, we dive into why true transformation isn’t about fixing or improving yourself — it’s about remembering who you were before the pain. When the ego begins to dissolve and old identities fall away, what remains is something purer, quieter, and deeply real.
If you’re walking through change, loss, or emotional awakening, this episode is for you.
It’s not about escaping what hurt you — it’s about rising from within it.
In this episode, we explore:
✨ Why you can’t heal in the same place that hurt you
✨ The difference between self-improvement and awakening
✨ The meaning of ego death and inner transformation
✨ How healing from within leads to peace and freedom
✨ Surrendering to the rebirth process of awakening
This episode of the Inner Pondering Podcast explores the deeper truth behind spiritual awakening, inner healing, and the painful but powerful process of rebirth.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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