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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
The Most Dangerous Thing About the Spiritual Path
Many of us are sold the idea that spiritual healing comes from something outside of ourselves—rituals, symbols, or someone else’s method. But the most dangerous illusion on the spiritual path is believing you are not already whole.
In this episode, we dive into what happens when spiritual awakening for beginners becomes a performance. You’ll learn how to stop performing spirituality and start truly healing through stillness, presence, and self-awareness. Awakening isn’t about adopting a new identity—it’s about unlearning spiritual conditioning and reconnecting with your true self.
If you’ve been feeling disconnected or overwhelmed by spiritual teachings, this is a reminder that spiritual healing without religion is possible. What you’re seeking isn’t “out there”—it’s already within you.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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