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Inner Pondering
Welcome to Inner Pondering, a sacred space for the soul on its journey home.
This podcast is for anyone walking through the fire of transformation—those who feel the pull to awaken, to heal deeply, and to remember who they truly are.
Each episode is a gentle yet honest conversation on navigating the dark nights, releasing what no longer serves, ready to stop running, and returning to your inner truth. With grounded insights, personal reflections, and soulful reminders, Nikki invites you to slow down, breathe, and reconnect with the wisdom already inside you.
This isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unbecoming everything you’re not, and healing emotionally and spiritually. Not by fixing the wounded parts of you, but by remembering what is already whole within.
Because when you finally listen to the quiet voice within… that’s when the real awakening begins.
Inner Pondering
I Walked Away From My Old Life | The Pain and Power of Spiritual Awakening
Isn’t it strange how the things we never wanted become the very things we live by?
I walked away—quietly and truthfully—from the life I built to fit everyone else.
This is the exhaustion of spiritual awakening—when the weight of pretending becomes heavier than the fear of change.
You can no longer ignore the whispers of your soul. You walk away to heal and reclaim yourself.
In this episode/video, we explore the common signs of spiritual awakening, especially the moment clarity arrives—and you realize you can’t live for others anymore.
Leaving the old life behind doesn’t always happen in chaos. Sometimes, it happens in silence.
If you’re feeling the fatigue of becoming someone you’re not, or questioning everything you’ve built, this message is for you.
The journey of self-discovery, personal growth, and healing isn’t easy — but it’s the path to freedom.
For the chosen ones, signs often appear when we’re ready to return to who we were before the world told us who to be.
This is your reminder: it’s okay to change. It’s okay to outgrow. This is spiritual awakening and true personal growth.
Let this reflection be your motivation to rise, reclaim your voice, and walk your truth.
Thank you for listening! You are the one I come to meet.
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